Thursday, January 9, 2014

The days of dependence and independence

         I am sure most of you will remember the persistent efforts of Wile E. Coyote to catch the roadrunner. The never ending chase, mingled with ACME bombs and being thrown down high cliffs, meant nothing but a few minutes of entertainment to our young mind. I never liked the cartoon anyway, but here I am, in this desperate age where all we 20-something-year old people (the coyotes) are running after the roadrunner (life) just to catch it before time runs out. 
        Buried below all those years of education and strife, I find nothing but endless chases trying to prove that I will amount to something. But after being beaten, bombed and thrashed mostly mentally, I decided to go for derailment and to a mind encapsulated in agony of nothingness, getting off the track is nothing but the next greatest adventure. With the loss of dependence on a decided course, came the spontaneous desire to test the uncharted waters, followed by such absent time, it was hard to understand the working of how days dissolved into nights. This disastrous rebound was packed up in no time, leaving a gaping hole in its wake. 
       However, after every storm, the canvas is painted with beautiful and calm hues, making you believe in the sanctity of your dreams. It has happened to almost every dreamer I have known. The fall ultimately designs the rise, carrying you to the pedestal of wonders. It would be an understatement to say that the believers always reach their atonement because it is always this little group of people who build their lives touched by fidelity. 


         On one particular winter eve, when the lights seemed to be going out, a destitute seeker ended up knocking on the door of an old friend. Now, we have all been to the state of affairs when help must be asked, even though the answers lies locked away in the seeker's heart. As the friend opened the doors to his world, the seeker felt the fears ebb away, making place for courage. Hour after hour, the seeker absorbed the warmth of the friend's welcome, while the shelterer peeled back the layers of despondency.
         Buddha said "work out your own salvation, do not depend on others", but he was a great yet simple man, capable of completing the puzzle. We, on the other hand are complex beings, deflecting our gifts to land them in the middle of nowhere. We are incomplete beings, seeking independence by finding the keys to the treasure locked within us, so the truth of our existence can be revealed. It was on that night when the dejected laid down the map of his secrets and the friend, strengthened by his trails, gave the other what he sought the most. Hope. The key to his salvation. The answer to all his questions. 

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

The Fall and Rise

Marked and scarred for eternal sacrifice
Yet happiness is laboured as perfect disguise
The scent of dreams infused in life
Coronated by apathy, a walk towards demise
Prosecuted in marshlands, the lights die


Somehow the fire in water survives
Annhilating disgrace and crossing swords with time
The pretenses, the wait on the edge of rise
Calmly they fall, meeting their end in mirror of skies
The dreams live on, enduring every vice!




Friday, August 31, 2012

Black, Red and White

There is red in the streets,
the incessant haze damaging your vision.
Catacombs of identity.
love and riches' collision.

The hired words of Satan
pierce the halo of the guardian angel.
The waters have gone calm
no ripples, no call of danger.














The burdened back, the obscuring tears
swirl along with the black river.
A ghost is left guarding your soul
which fades away as the moment comes nearer.

Laid beneath the debri
of honour that we pride ourselves on.
Black and white we witness while earth revolves
reining insanity which runs amok.





Sunday, June 10, 2012

Longing

The wind like an enchantress
weaves magic in her hair.
The heavy steps she takes
crossing the line between rough and fair.

Unconditional love she carries in her heart
whilst towards lies she is beckoned.
Will her man rise to claim her?
With whose memories her heart is adorned.



No gain, no loss, infinite longing
and a bridge old and rotten.
Yet she yearns to be fooled again
by that face never forgotten.

The lilies bloom, brightened by her gaze.
The birds break into a song.
Drowning in misery and reveling in love
her heart and soul are where they belong.


Monday, April 30, 2012

The Pyre of Hope

Blinded by the waging war
Times of compassion forgotten and wasted
It's your burden, it's your call
You crawl on knees through marshes of hatred

The clouds are over your eyes now
Your friends and foes going down
And somewhere in your heart, you feel

The cries of innocence won't win you a dime
The fury on loose will just burn you down
Wash your wounds in the calm waters
Just cry and put that fire out


Hollowed is your grieving heart
You don't know what you've lost and found
So many questions you couldn't ask
The truth, smoked, instilling all the doubts

Your side has won, I wonder how?
You've gained just blames and frowns
And somewhere in your heart, you feel

The cries of innocence won't win you a dime
The fury on loose will just burn you down
Wash your wounds in the calm waters
Just cry and put that fire out 
 


 

Monday, April 9, 2012

Deliverance...

The toll of the bell,
the streets filled with musty air.
With clang, the heavy iron gates fell
and an owl hooted somewhere.

Cloaked under the darkest night,
the hooded figures ride forth.
Their shadow rein the mind in flight,
the dreams of children, women and men.



A bony hand opens the door,
the only wall between good and evil.
No one saw the sun soar.
It crawled in and blinded everyone.

The screams of evil pierced the silence.
They were sublimated by the golden orb.
The slumber, defeated, jumped over the fence
as the people of the sane world rose.




Sunday, February 19, 2012

The curse of ambiguity

A fountain of unexpressed love
Bathing the melancholy heart
The leaves fall off the trees
Taking down the desires to ground
A walk in the beautiful meadow
The escapes to the neverland

If night doesn’t bring the stars
Will the wait be worth anything?
Or perhaps the morning sun
is a better chariot to saneness
The right to forget is weakly denied
like memories written in sand


The seagulls call to the forlorn lover
bringing the word of the distanced
Pity is not what they deserve
but chances to be brought together
Engraved in mind are those words
whispered while holding hands

The tale not always ends happily ever after
Undesirable questions creep into life
A part of you is always left behind
Pondering upon the other road
And the roar in the back of your mind
Was your love so scant?


Thursday, January 5, 2012

The Darkest Night

Sometimes in tranquility,
I try to find myself
But then noise is pondered upon.
For silence perished many,
Their thoughts were always bound.
Revive the desires of heart
'cause voice is the only buoy.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Possibilities!!!

Defeats aren't always visible
They travel through blood and heart...
A wish of indifference
The need of light and calm...
The chained wings of possibilities
holding back from the start...

How do we let go of things
that aren't ours?
Held onto them for so long
leaving would leave a scar...
The burden that heart bears
unshared, rising above par...



Broken window isn't a way out
when doors can be found...
It's a thirst for ambition
amidst fears and scowls...
These fingers will turn iron into gold
the winners needn't be loud!